起伏不定的每段回憶

曾经的你。。。

2011-02-09T17:37:00.005+08:00

超久超久
没光顾我的小天地了

Started working ...

2010-07-25T16:44:00.002+08:00

Had been started working for 2weeks time d

so far

everything is going well

but I still need some time

and practice more on the tasks

that I need to handle everyday

Was like alot of things to do

but better than keep sitting in front of the pc

without doing anything

coz time will pass faster

if i keep doing my job

Colleages are good

but sisters keep reminding me

don't be too naive

as I'm still new in this social

but always precaution

on others especially office thingy

thanks sisters

I will take note on it ... ^.^

Got it !!!

2010-07-07T14:10:00.002+08:00

yahooooooo

finally got a job !!!

Thank God !!!

Yesterday went to sign the letter of appointment

if permit approved

will be starting to work by tomorrow

Even though the pay is really abit low for me

but I just hope to get experience

and learn everything

so that

i can jump to another company

next time ...

kekekekeke ...

Hopefully

everything going well

can really learn something new

and will benefit me

May God bless me

everything will be Fine Fine Fine !!!

Hard decision ...

2010-07-01T16:33:00.002+08:00

Oh My Goodness !!!
suddenly got 2companies had selected me

The 1st one
she same with me
come from Malaysia
and she seems really willing to teach me everything

The 2nd one
the woman boss very steady
i like her style
everything straight forward
could be friend and boss at the same time
can also learn quite alot from there

Even though both salary given is not what i expected
and also small company
but i really can learn alot

Both also keep urging me to go n sign appointment letter
but
i haven't decide which one to go yet
as if i decided d
how am I going to tell another one that I wouldn't accept her offer ???

God is really kidding with my this time !!!
HELP !!!

又一轮。。。

2010-06-24T23:24:00.003+08:00

今天连续去了两间公司应征
走了蛮多的路
一整天的路程都是和巴士为伴

第一家
大致上
没什么特别好谈

第二家
又是两个interviewers
男的是admin supervisor
应该二十多岁罢了
样子没啥特别
满乖的样子
女的是hr manager吧

应征这么多家公司以来
这次问最多问题
还要测试我的typing speed！！！
紧张死我了
明明平时打字就很快
就是不明白
当时打得超烂的说！！！
手不停的发抖
太不争气了！！！

明天又是另一场的应征战
求求神明保佑
一定要尽快得到工作
不然
没钱开饭啦！！！

p/s:回家的路上，“打包”了份kfc回家，一整天没吃东西了，超饿的说。。问题是，在这么饿的情况下，我还觉得它完全不好吃！！！我想它是超不美味的！！！第一次觉得kfc不可口，完全挑不起我的胃口，新加坡的kfc正式进入我的黑名单！！！

Stressful interview

2010-06-18T18:15:00.003+08:00

Back from interview 2hours ago
not feeling nice in this interview

Firstly,
suppose to be on 2.30pm
but 2pm i already reached there
wait until almost 3pm only my turn

Secondly,
saw 2interviewers in the room
a guy and a woman
scary me!!!

The guy looks fierce
never smile
but the woman looks kind

Third,
the guy ask for my trancript
obvioulsy wanna check my result of every subjects
he said some of my subjects had got quite good result
who knows
he ask what i had learnt on Strategic Finance
that was Nyears ago since i studies it
how I know!!!

In short,
i simply answer his any question regarding the subjects

Woman's turn to ask me question
she's quite kind
try to find any department position which suit me
but the guy keep band her suggestion
damn him!!!

The most stressful interview i ever had
no hope on this job
gonna add oil on searching job again

may God bless I could get a good job asap
*praying very hard*

又一轮。。。

2010-06-16T23:17:00.003+08:00

又过了个应征
整体上还不错
环境也不错
只是远了点
而且5天半制

manager也不会很严肃
让我很轻松
制造玻璃制品的公司
偏爱玻璃家居的我
感觉在那上班会很舒服

可是人家请不请我
我有没有这荣幸
享受着公司的环境
只有星期五才知晓了

一切顺其自然吧。。。

应征应征。。。

2010-06-15T21:24:00.002+08:00

早上刚从温暖的家
回到新加坡来
再接再厉
继续我的揾工大挑战！！！

回的路上
顺便买了报纸
快手快脚圈了
就寄履历表申请

终于有个恢复
明天去应征
可是查了查
竟然在Toa Payoh
超远的说

本来只是随便申请
哪知每次都是远的中
唉。。。

又要等大姐回来
帮我查路线了。。。

神啊神
请保佑我一切顺利
***拜拜***

Nice interview experience

2010-06-10T18:33:00.004+08:00

Back from interview 2hours ago

quite happy with it

it's a clinic assistant position

in the Mount Elizabeth Medical Centre

located in the Orchard

I don't understand why i apply this also

Don't even know when i had apply such position :p

Anyway

it's an happy interview

The doctor is very lengzai and nice

doesn't looks fierce

Just don't understand he looks so young

maybe around 40+ year old only

but he got 29years being doctor experience

or maybe he just looks young?

whatever it is ...

The whole interview process is comfortable

I'm not so nervous

the doctor talking nicely to me as well

Thank God for blessing me ...

Tomorrow is another interview

May God bless me have such an enjoyable

interview coming !!!

*praying even harder*

Coming Interviews ...

2010-06-09T16:31:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!!
finally got people call me for interview d ...
1 on tomorrow
1 on friday
not really sure which companies are they actually
since i had sent alot applications already

Don't care so much la
just go only la
hahahahahaha...

Hopefully everything going smoothly
May Gob bless me successful on the interviews
*praying hard*

新加坡第一次應征

2010-06-08T18:06:00.004+08:00

上拜六去了一個interview
本來直覺就告訴我沒什么好事
哪里知道
事實確實如此！！！

前一晚
姐姐幫忙找了地址
把路程抄下
早上就自個兒出門應戰
還真是第一次那么勇敢
自己慢慢找
超出自己想像
哈哈哈。。。

轉了兩趟mrt
終于到站
一路問人
走了大概20分鐘
終于找到了
汗也流了全身
眼前的竟然是一座超舊的建筑物！！！

沒法子
硬著頭皮搭電梯
電梯超舊
超怕會突然故障
哪知上錯block
又再下樓問人

好不容易上了對的block
周圍完全沒人
而且超恐怖
窗只剩下框
一路走去office
拐這拐那
超恐怖
有種到鬼屋探險的感覺！！！

完全不想進office應征了
趕緊叩大姐該怎么辦
她說都已經到了
何不試試

interivew根本沒什么細節
那老板竟然沒多問什么
只一直說我的expected salary太高
最后只說和他partner談了后才再聯絡我
整個interview過程只不到5分鐘
簡直是wan gat！！！

再聯絡我也不理
要我每天到這么恐怖的地方上班
要我的命！！！

Out in Singapore

2010-05-31T16:03:00.002+08:00

Had just reach s'pore last night
gonna start looking for job starting today
don't know why was like coming s'pore for vacation
no any nervous or stressful
but with relax mood :p

No matter how
i'm missing my bb a lot
left him alone in the uni now
he have to take every meal
and do everything alone onwards

I know i'm kinda selfish to leave him alone there
but it's impossible for me to work there for longer time
and i hope to explore the bigger world out there

Anyway
it's 2years time
i know ah b could cope it without me there
and i hope i do so too

God bless our relationship
could last forever and ever

I'm missing you badly
my red burn pig =D

May God bless me to get a job asap
settle everything down and start to work
God bless ...

lOoK

2010-05-06T15:21:00.003+08:00

Got to know that
a person's look is really very important
in applying a job

An employer will focus on applicant's outlook
to decide whether to hire or reject

Suddenly felt very sad to hear about this
as i had sent MANY applications
to MANY companies
but NO ONE call me for interview at all !!!
sigh ...

Is it really because of my look???
S.A.D ... ... ...

Shouldn't attach my photo together ... ... ...

suRpriSe froM ah b aGaiN

2010-05-04T15:59:00.005+08:00

28 April 2010
ah b created our first ever blog

Had suggested it to bb few months ago
so that we could post whatever we want to
talk to each other on it
in case we got not much time on phone

but i scared ah b don't want update it
end up I'm the only one who
take care of the blog
so better don't take risk
heheehehee ...

I thought ah b forgotten about this
who knows he created it and sent me the link
Love Last Forever
it's surprising !!!

until now I still cant finish reading the 1st post
that bb posted
it's too touch
tears will drop automatically everytime read it

too bad recently my pc couldn't be used
have to wait until next week
only I can read bb's 2nd post
I'm so looking forward to it !!!

Thank you bb!!!

sUrPriSing

2010-05-03T15:05:00.002+08:00

Just now went to OAR get student file
was so surprising
that the guy still remember me !!!

He used to handle our whole NUC PTPTN application thingy last time
when I'm still a student here
but quite a long time i didn't see him in NUC
i thought he resigned already
but saw him appeared in NUC again these few fays

He smore can call out my name
even though forgot my surname

I'm really really so surprising
even me myself also cant remember what's his name actually :p

Am I really so famous???
muaahahahahahaaa ... XD

done !!!

2010-04-30T16:52:00.002+08:00

Yes!!
just typed and printed my resignation letter
waiting for the right time to submit

once she got any "comment" or nonsense
i will just straight throw it to her
ngek ngek ngek ngek ngek ...

Secret boooooommm

2010-04-29T10:43:00.003+08:00

Manager :"Can i ask you a question?"

Me :"Sure"

Manager :"You are not planning to work here long izit?"

Me :"Not long la." (talking in my heart : next month going to resign edi lo)

Few minutes later...
Been requesting to go to her room...

Manager :"Now everyday you are just doing some photocopy,scan all that...
The reason why I extend your probation is because you are a fresh grad,
I want let you to learn up all those university placement things first, can
handle it independently already only I will confirm you as a staff here. Those
photocopy n filing easy jobs can be done by student helper (heart talking:i dunhav
any student helper also) ... Start comparing again : last time Joanne will do all the
things and counsel the students well bla bla bla...
I want you to learn up all the university things quickly latest in July (previously ask me slow slow learn, said what dunwan rush me..bullshit!!!), and setting up the alumni association which let the committee to organize all those activity
time, can lesser down your job... so that I can consider again whether put u as a
confirmed staff or extend probation again ... Now everyday I'm doing part of your job you know, I want a person who can really handle all the thing (send email to the university agent)...
(heart talking: I never thinking want to wait for your confirmation or extend
probation as i decided to resign next month ... XD plus: don't think will got alumni
want to be the so called "alumni association" committee members) Hopeless...

Manager :"So I want to ask, can you cope it?"

Me :"Har?How i know?Never try never know what."
Heart :" If i promise you now that i can cope with it, but end up i cant, then how?Want me to feel guilty or admit I'm useless?"

Manager :"I have a DEEP DEEP feeling that you wont be working here for long, I feel that you will just go another place after your bf graduated. I dunwan to waste my time on teaching you all those things if you will not work here for long. You get what I mean? I dunwan to WASTE MY TIME." (I'm just smile, almost tell out that i'm going to throw letter next month)
Heart talking : No wonder last time want to intro the Nilai "tai zi ye" for me as a bf, just can avoid me from resign too fast... lei dou xun yam zat lerrr...
Smore, I never plan to work here until my bf graduate also, I never plan to work here for long also, initially planning to work for longest about 3months only,now already 4months, it's over my plan though...

Ring ring ... telephone always lend a helping hand in time... wakakakkaaa...

Hmm...Since "qun bou" jor, when should I throw letter then???
I think next week can edi... hmmmmm.........

sKiN foOd

2010-04-26T20:47:00.008+08:00

ah b買了一罐 skin food 的洗凈式面膜給我
有心栽花，花不生
無心插柳，柳成蔭
本來只想進去看看paper mask的價錢
事關剩下幾張
擔心沒得用了
結果進去到
本來也只想問問洗凈式面膜的用法
就純粹“問爽”
只因懶人一個的我
會做paper mask已經是奇跡了
還要我慢慢涂在臉上？？？
結果ah b再三說服
直接講拿
就買下了。。。

還買了一支據說是綿羊毛制成的brush
總值RM60+

順便問了問店員小姐做面膜步驟
本來還以為她不夠專業
竟然教我洗臉霜洗凈臉后才做磨砂
事關只記得四姐之前明明教我磨砂后才洗臉
回來上網找了找
原來店員小姐真的不是蓋的
是我一直把步驟調轉了罷了！！！

總算搞清楚，“開竅”了

ah b一直很期待面膜的效果
一直叫我趕快開來用
再過些日子吧
等我的paper mask用完先
hehehehehe。。。

無論如何
謝謝ah b。。。

Acid rain?

2010-04-22T09:16:00.009+08:00

Last night
ah b told me about the acid rain
while we were taking dinner

He said the mix rice aunty told him
not to expose ourselves to the rain
in the period of 20th to 28th April
because it might cause skin cancer
I wonder
acid rain is very common
y does it suddenly so serious in this period

just now surfing around facebook
saw the same msg posted by friends too
but there are others commented
that the message of the acid rain
is totally inaccurate and wrong

According to NASA
the black or dark circle around the moon
is a common occurrence in space
and has no relationship whatsoever with acid rain

Appreciated the link posted by some friends
on the facebook about the clarification
to clear the air on acid rain fears

For more details
may click here

another thing is
most of the people claims the acid rain
will be on this month
but some reports stated it was
in the past March

Anyway
Thank God I haven pass this rumour to family yet
or else
they will sure getting panic

mOnthi-VerSaRy

2010-04-20T17:55:00.003+08:00

toDay is our 23 mOnthi-VerSaRy
ah b so fuNny
saiD neXt monTh is oUr 2yrs aNnivErsaRy
aFter 3yrs lAteR
wE neEd to fiNd a kiNderGardEn fOr oUr reLatiOnsHip d
tHen 2yrs lAter wE hAve to fiNd a pRimaRy schoOl d
38 lEk gU
hahahhahahaa ...

糊涂蟲

2010-04-14T22:38:00.002+08:00

下午看新聞
中國青海發生地震
不知道爸媽有沒有去這地方
緊張死我了
知道爸媽今天會從中國回
可是沒人懂他們幾點機

趕緊打電話給他們
可是竟然不通！！
心急死我了

找大姐問
她又醬剛不在位子上
還好三姐在線上
問了她
也不清楚

之后三姐叩去
終于確定他們回到大馬機場了
謝天謝地
保佑爸媽旅程平安
安心了

之后回想
我之所以大不通他們的電話
原來大頭蝦的我
竟然忘記電話已經過期了
又怎能打得通咧
搞到大姐和三姐都被我嚇壞了
唉。。。 :p

愿中國受災區的人民
一切安好

開心+慶幸卻又傷心

2010-04-10T17:52:00.004+08:00

昨天收到了
延長試用期的通知信

之前還在想
就快三個月了
如果公司正式確定我為正式員工
我不想簽
因為根本不想呆久在這公司
可是昨天收到信時
心情有點矛盾

很傷心為什么被延長了
我的工作真的醬差咩？
另一方面又開心，慶幸
這樣
我就能隨時跳槽
不需給一個月通知

想回頭
這上司真的很有心機
平時在office又假好心
有什么不滿意又不出聲
現在借HR的信來投訴我
仰或是因為上次我拒絕了她的“好意”
所以乘這機會報復？！！
又還是她以為
ah b一天還在這讀
我一天就不會辭職
所以吊高來賣
先不要confirm我
以為我會更撲身撲命
為她做任何工？！！
未免太天真了？？？
遇上最討厭被人威脅的我
你“行大運”了！！！

無論如何
現在自由身
能開始寄我的resume了
多三個月時間
我能隨時閃人
“己給扎衫啦雷！！！”
看誰的算盤打得比較響！！！
muahahahahhahahahahahhahaha XD

2010-04-07T16:25:00.002+08:00

wii......

mama n baba reach safety in China already!!

starting off their China journey today

for 7days

I hope they enjoy very much

and have fun there

May God bless them

have a safety aka wonderful

journey ahead !!!

Met Ali !!!

2010-04-07T15:57:00.002+08:00

Was so happy to meet Ali in NUC !!!
really surprise to see him on my way
to the admin block ...
but too bad he's on the phone
only get to talk with him
for just a few minutes in the DSA office
since i'm still on working hour

the first thing he ask me is about badminton
so dissapointed to tell him that
I had never play badminton
since more than 1year ago
miss the time I'm still a student
and he's still a staff of NUC
we play badminton every week
even been invited to join their staff group
for the games

He lead us go for the MAPCU games
invite other universities' players
to have a friendly match with us
He teach me the skill
calm me down for the games
giving encouragement
He's just so friendly, nice and kind

Hope we got the chance
to play badminton together again !!!

Earth-quake

2010-04-07T14:25:00.004+08:00

This morning while i was still sleeping
I felt my bed was shaking!!!
was still wondering why shake so serious
I thought is because of my sleeping posture
cause my heart-beat shake my body
but after change the post
still shaking!!!

My first thought is earth-quake
but since too tired and sleepy
so just keep sleeping
never bother too much :p

reach to the office
saw Alex message on Facebook
saying that there was an earthquake
happened in Indonesia, Simeulue
with 7.8magnitude
according to Alex
there's only minor tsunami and power outage
so far no any death reported i think
thank God ...

recently got too many natural disaster happened
is because of the God angry with human
who are always causing pollution
making the Earth getting worse and worse
or the 2012 is becoming reality?

May God bless everyone ...

謝謝你

2010-03-30T23:15:00.003+08:00

bb又為了我
退讓了一步

爸爸因為家里的電腦出現狀況
得bb盡快回去修
可是bb不想我勞累

載他回了nilai
自己又得駕車回家
所以干脆直接陪我呆在家
只因我想留在家
陪陪爸爸媽媽

可是
最遲星期六一定得回大學
因為bb還得趕功課
本來一天都不能浪費的
可是bb為了我
拖個兩天時間

知道bb的功課
不是一兩天能完成的
超費神的
可是還是為了我
剛才小發的脾氣
bb只好讓步
所以我也讓一步
星期六就回吧

昨晚bb已經開夜車到早上6點了
今晚又不懂要趕到幾點
超壓力的！！！
ah b加油加油加油！！！
要和多多多多水哦

謝謝 bb

永遠愛你。。。

"Funny" Conversation

2010-03-28T16:21:00.003+08:00

突然記起
前陣子和上司的一段話
她問我 :"yilan, you and your boyfriend serious one ar?"
我笑，心想 "abuthen?"
她叫我坐下
再問 :"I was thinking to introduce a guy for you"
我心想 : 這人干嘛了，無端端要介紹男生給我，奇怪的
她再繼續 : "This guy is G×× E×× H×× "
(ps: GEH是N****集團的太子爺，之前曾到本office沙發小睡，所以見過)
我笑問她 :" Why want to introduce this guy to me?"
她只是笑
我就講 :"Don't want la!"
她又說 :" But this guy rich you know? Mr. G××'s family member, own lots of properties leh!" (ps:Mr.G×× 是N****集團老板)
我回她 :"Don't want la, what's so good with rich guy ? rich guy will be playing around, when he bored of me already, he will go for another girl, for what I be together with him?" (雖然依我看,GEH傻傻醬 :p)
她被我頂得一時說不出話了
只好說 :" yalo ho,correct also, i don't want you next time kena hurt by this kind of rich guy also, then i will feel guilty..."

簡直是廢話！！什么內疚，什么人家是有錢人！！！
以為我會認為你是為我好嗎？！！
放屁！！還不是為了你自己！！
如果我跟那GEH一起，
你就比較容易做事了，
好歹人家也是老板至親，我是你的下屬，
我肯定會幫你講好話吧？？？！！！

雖然到目前為止，她還沒正式展露出她真面目，
對我還是蠻客氣的，
可是我的直覺是很準的！！！

我不知道我是不是
以小人之心度君子之腹
才會把她的一番"好意"
當作是為她自己的鋪的后路
可是我就是認為
她有意圖不軌
我不會中計的！！！
muaahahahahaha。。。。。。。

2010-03-24T13:38:00.003+08:00

so sick of this job !!!!!!!!!!

getting sick soon

2010-03-23T14:47:00.003+08:00

last night feeling sick
took medicine before sleep
who knows this morning only got the side effect
SLEEPY !!!

keep yawning and yawning in office
no appetite also
mouth was like tasteless
drink water also not nice
one of the getting sick sign ...

lunch time really fever already
no appetite to eat
felt the heat myself

and now
ah b is in the giant
buying ingredients to cook porridge for me tonight
called me and ask whether want to drink Vitagen
treat me like a kid
hahahhaaa ...

so amazing
ah b go giant alone
shop for the ingredients alone
muahahaahahha ...

thank you so much ah b
mmuacksss ... ^.^

Scary indigestion

2010-03-22T16:14:00.002+08:00

Suddenly felt uncomfortable in the morning just now
after drank a tin coffee and ate 'cai gao' made by mama
whole body 'menggigil' and no energy
was like a "drug taker" without drug at the time
keep menggigil
walk also no energy
scary me !!!

ah b suggested me to drink coke
because got gas
so that it can help me to "errgghhhhh" (duno wat it called in english) :p

it was really work
i feel much more better after drank it !!!
ah b said maybe because of the coffee too cold
and eat together with the cai gao
hard to digest the oil
so cause the uncomfortable indigestion

Thank god ...
almost gonna take MC already
thank you bb ...

Nilai Walk

2010-03-16T22:15:00.004+08:00

Just finish 'Nilai Walk' with ah b
really happy
never have our walk for so long in NUC
today finally we did it !!!

I know ah b very tired already
but still accompany me to walk
since I'm too full after dinner
and tried his best to make me happy
keep talking funny...

Half way he suggested we go back to our previous time before couple
he want to confess to me
since he never do that to me that time
He called me 'Yilan'
damn weird !!!
hahahaa ...

At the time he just finish confessed successful
the road light don't know why suddenly off
he said :"see, it also dunwan to be spotlight!"
damn funny!!!
hahahahaha ...

Tonight is really very happy
very warm, very funny, very ... ...
had our first ever Nilai Walk
hopefully we have more and more coming ...

Thank you my ah b ... :)

Love you always

13.03.2010

2010-03-15T19:17:00.004+08:00

前天去了所謂的
"world-class service" training
8am到6pm
還長過我做工的時間！！！
本來還想到醬長時間
肯定悶死
不過還好
只有到最后兩個小時就開始打瞌睡了

課程很不錯
在工作上幫助到外
還能應用到生活上的每種關系
尤其是家庭里
受益良多。。。

********************************************************************************************

晚上和 ah b去giant
衰到沒人有
想到還下雨
所以就慢慢走
慢慢買
付錢出來差不多時候關店了
還下毛毛雨
的士站沒的士了
開始緊張

ah b 趕緊冒雨去的士站等
等了很久還是沒有
雨也較小了
我就過去一起等
哪里知道
我已過去
的士往里面進
氣死了！！！

沒關系
再等
giant都快關完了
記得上次的士司機講的士服務到giant關門
慘了。。。
沒辦法
走去大路邊的的士站等吧

才走著過去
一輛的士飛著去giant前的的士站
剛好幾個女生在我們走時她們就在那里等
沒辦法
不能回頭去搭了
再次氣死！！！

等等等
還是沒的士
醬遲了，怎么辦
ah b call他緬甸朋友問能不能來載
還好
救星出現了
超開心的！！！

我們就走回去giant前的的士站等他來
哪里知道
我們才走回去
的士一輛接一輛來了
氣到死死！！！

衰透頂了！！！
無論如何
還好有車回
不然我們就得
在雨中漫步
走著回宿舍了
thank god。。。

換工？？

2010-03-14T16:42:00.003+08:00

剛才和你討論了
該不該辭職
然后到新加坡找工

一直以來都有在考慮這問題
可是知道你很想我在這
直到你畢業
最大原因是你怕我會被人家搶掉！！
我沒那么吃香啦 :)

你說
不要考慮你
只要我想的
就去做
只要我想出去闖
你不可能自私地不讓我走
畢竟我還年輕
一定是什么都想嘗試的
你不想以后
我會埋怨你當初阻止我出去闖
謝謝你

想辭職
主要原因是工作
在這里做也沒有不好
上司不錯
部門沒什么員工
少了煩人的office politics
可是工作的性質
讓我沒什么希望

到底該不該走呢？
又怕出去了會不能適應
對，年輕大把本錢
跌倒了再爬起來試
可是還是有點怕

一切都還未決定
再考慮吧

lalalalalalala ... ...

2010-03-11T18:12:00.003+08:00

哇！！！
爸爸竟然會用MSN！！！
還開webcam咧！！！
讓我看到爸爸，媽媽
還有大姐的寶貝可愛寶寶

我的靚仔爸爸真的太了不起哦！！！
一學就會
而且還會自己摸索
還原喇叭的聲音！！！
太佩服爸爸了。。。

我善良的靚女媽媽
在水壩看到有玻璃管插在土里
擔心會有人沒注意到而踩著受傷
所以直接找工具清除

一起去浸溫泉咯！！！
下雨，所以爸爸和四姐用"gong"蓋著頭
=D

爸爸拿錯我的短褲去浸溫泉
沖涼時才發現
還好穿得上
不然就得包毛巾回家了
可是拉鏈拉不上
哈哈哈。。。

SurpRises takEn ... ^.^

2010-03-09T21:45:00.007+08:00

Had our homemade steak dinner which cooked by HIM to celebrate our first Valentine's Day in year 2009 ... *touching*

This was the first ever roses which i received with happy and touching feeling

Year 2009
Valentine's Day
the roses were inside the cupboard,he just want to give me a surprise when i open the cupboard ... and he succeed !!! XD

Year 2010
Valentine's Day too ^.^
Yeah !! Finally got my surprise after countdowned for 2weeks!!!
This's the 2nd valentine's roses from my bb, even though it was a bit early before actualy valentine's day, but bb had planned it in advance just because of bb went back to sabah for celebrating CNY on the actual day ...
It was really surprise and touching me ...

The total roses same as last year - 12, bb said because he couldn't let the amount become lesser, will only getting more, will never ever getting lesser,
just like his love towards me ...
once again,that's touching... :)

He said 12roses meaning 'be my steady'
HE hope i could be his steady one forever in his life ...

Even though this year we do not have any steak or candle light dinner,
but that's enough for me as HE had really use his HEART on it ...

Thank you so much bb ...

I LOVE YOU FOREVER

心领了

2010-02-24T20:49:00.004+08:00

如果有机会
我希望能一辈子都陪着你看戏
和你在一起真的很舒服

是暗示吗？

如果你没有男朋友
我***肯定再次追求你！！！

是告白吗？

知道你对我很好
很关心我
甚至比他还在意我
所说过的一切
有时甚至我自己都忘了曾说过的话
你都一一记得
我喜欢的
不喜欢的
可能连他都没你记得这么仔细
甚至只是很小的一件事
一样东西
又或是味道，形状，颜色，种种的种种。。。
但你都记在心里
真的知道你有在用心

是因为得不到的
永远都是最好的
所以才会特别用心？
而得到了的
就没那么放在心上 ?

只能说
和你
或许就是不能像和他在一起一样
我会撒娇
表现得柔弱
得到他的呵护
和他像小孩般玩闹

也许是因为一直以来
在任何人面前包括你
我都是很强悍
所以根本想象不到
如果真的和你一起
我会怎样表露出我的柔弱
应该会很奇怪吧

和他一起就是有这种舒服
不用做作
回到完全真实的我

也许当前他并不能完全满足
物质上的要求
可是我相信
他会尽他所能做到最好
以后的将来
他会给我一切最好的。。。

也许你脾气没他坏
至少当下很多的时候
他都会给于我精神上
最珍贵的支持与体谅。。。

谢谢你的用心
心领了 :)

missing you badly

2010-02-12T13:50:00.002+08:00

ah b going airport
heading back to sabah d ...
left me alone here
feeling so lonely .. ...

now only i can understand ah b's feeling
everytime when i leave him alone

just now almost cry after lunch with bb
and talking on phone when i walking back to office ...

i miss u so much bb :(

sob sob ...

2010-02-12T10:12:00.002+08:00

All going back hometown already
and me still in office
need to work until 3pm
then only go back my sweet sweet home at night ...
haizzzzzzzzzzz

suddenly feeling i'm so kesian
ah b going back sabah later
left me alone here
wuwuuwwuwuwu ... ... ...

I want to go back home as SOON as possible !!!

Anyway,
HAPPY LUNAR CHINESE NEW YEAR
to all of my friends
and my beloved family
wishing everything well ahead !!!

First full time salary ever

2010-02-10T15:23:00.004+08:00

wuuuuu ...
got my first salary ever in my life!!!
even though got salary few years ago too
but those all are part-time job
this was my first full time job in my life
and today i got my first full time job salary!!!
actually already bank in i think
but today oni got the payment slip :p

not really understand the statement
don't think suppose to be like that
but somehow
i satisfied with it
muahahahahaha ...

this first ever salary
im gonna spend it with my dearest family
and my loves one
don't know enough or not ... :p

thanks to my beloved family
for supporting me all the way since i was small
until now I'm able to earn money by myself
especially my lenglui mama
fully supporting my financial part
and my lengzai baba
always be my personal driver
heheheee ...
and my sweetest 5 sisters and 3 brothers-in-law
spent alot on everything on me
thank u all of you very much !!!

and no forget on my sha sha bb
spent alot on me too
whatever i want
he will just trying his best
using his last left, almost "dry" money
to satisfy me
especially on eating
muahahahaaaha ...
anyway,thank you my bb

and the last i want to thank is
my lecturer : Ms.Gowrie
this job is recommended by her
if not,
i couldn't get this first salary ever oso ...
thank you Ms.Gowrie ...

Thank you very much to all of you!!
i love you all ...
mmuackssss .........

Buddies gathering

2010-02-09T11:00:00.004+08:00

Last Thursday
me and alan went to meet up with my buddies
alex , burger , louise and yewfai
it was been almost half year never see burger n louise
burger getting fatter d!!hahaha...
and louise's hair getting longer n longer
but mine still that short :(

met alex and yewfai last month
that was an accidentally meet up bcoz of the transit ktm in kajang
alex not much different
and yewfai still that blur
always mix up our topic
lol ...

feeling that we are really growing up
last time when we were still studying
we will always talking about fun things or assignments
but this time
we talk a lot on our jobs
burger just only resigned from his work
dissapointed and no more interested on his job

alex kinda likes his job environment
but feeling abit boring on making phone calls
i was so proud of him
because he able to talk to those foreigner CEO position persons
and willing to wake up early every morning
to do his research on the different company phone numbers
as he's so "talented" on sleeping on previous university life time
hahahahaa...

yewfai still working in his dad's company
very very blur until making his dad's
important and confidential document LOST
speechless to him ...

so far I'm quite free on my job
doing little things everday
photocopy and scanning
but after CNY will be learning new things
i think will be more busy

In the coming Chinese New Year
i hope everyone of us could get a good job
handle it well
lives life happily
all the best for alan and louise on their studies

In short,
I hope everything is FINE !!!

Yeah Yeah ...

2010-02-04T16:23:00.003+08:00

Yeah!!
just now went HR Department submit my leave form
I thought i can only entitle 1day annual leave
to celebrate Chinese New Year
need to apply another 2days unpaid leave o
who knows the staff told me
she'll give me 2days annual leave
wakakakaka...

Yeah!!!
going to celebrate CNY at home
for 1 week!!!
yippie!!!

Surprise countdown-ing ...

2010-02-02T11:30:00.002+08:00

Few days ago
ah b ask me start to countdown
for a period of 2weeks

So, today left 9days to go
what surprise am i gonna get???
wondering
and
so looking forward
hehehe ...

Shopping done ...

2010-02-01T16:09:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went time square shop for my CNY clothes
finally done!!!
this was my first time which settled CNY clothes in one day
so proud oo!!!
but is excluding shoes part
hahaahhaha ...

This year, i'm gonna change my style
and my bb as well
he forced to be, maybe
kekekekeke ...

All the clothes bought yesterday are no trying allowed
so i just buy it according to my six-sense
hahaha ...
and haven try them yet until now
since it's really too tired yesterday after shopping
hopefully i don't underestimated my body size
hahahaha ...

Welcoming Chinese New Year 2010 !!!

1st formal job ever in my life ...

2010-01-29T14:19:00.003+08:00

It was my 3rd week formal working in my whole life ever
I started my working life already!!!

Had been working in my former university
which is Nilai University College
as a University Placement & Alumni officer here

Started with making phone calls to all the Alumnis
suffering me, as i don't really like to call and talk to people on phone
Feeling down and give up once
but luckily got my family, my loves one and my friends
giving me advice to make me strong
thank you everyone

So far I'm still handling less important things
so not so stress yet
hopefully the coming stuffs that im going to handle
will be handled well by me :)

累死了。。。

2010-01-06T01:02:00.002+08:00

搬了一整天的东西
终于能休息了。。。

叫了三架cab搬家
几大阵仗一下
哈哈哈哈哈。。。
事关如果叫一辆罗里
还贵过叫三辆cab
虽然还是搬不完
还好有朋友家寄放着剩余的

现在总算能躺下休息了
累到我。。。。。。。。。。。
bb一直讲他exhausted了
话不多说
晚安了

End of the year 2009 ...

2009-12-31T23:14:00.003+08:00

Now is 11.16pm of 31st December 2009
almost end of the year d
im at bb's home in sabah right now
will be saying tata with year 2009 in sabah tis year ...

No any special countdown activity here
just staying at home n watching the Taipei countdown
concert which is broadcasting by Astro

Just now called back home n said
Happy New Year to my lovely family
today is also 4th sis's "guo da li" day
sadly couldn't be there ...
__________________________________________________________

今年感觉过得非常快
转瞬间又一年了
琐琐碎碎大大小小的事
最刻骨铭心惊心动魄
感觉好似坐过山车的事件
非姐姐生产过程莫属！！！
大家的心都差不多掉了下来

虽然姐现已出院
可身子还是很虚弱
无论如何
祈求姐姐能尽快康复
宝宝快高长大

在新的一年
诚心希望在接下来的每一个日子里
一家人平平安安
健健康康快快乐乐一切顺顺利利

希望 bb学业顺利身体健康
我们的感情更上一层楼 :)

希望国泰民安世界和平

suck experience ...

2009-12-17T16:47:00.003+08:00

just back from yamcha

with alan's sister n her frens ...

initially was so excited to go

since his dad n sis suggested me to follow

but the result is ............

i thought there are only me,rebecce

n her kai jie going

but who knows,

got another 3more persons...

not really like her kaijie's fren

name "yan"

maybe is the face problem

n also her pattern or style

looks lan si lan yong

si beh 欠打!!

was feeling wanna cry

and the way going yamcha was damn troublesome

go here go there

smore 6persons squeeze in a small kenari i think

goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

if i know got so many ppl going along in advance

i swear i wouldnt follow ...

and also the guy

his pattern make me remember of

imagination of alan's previous time attitude

lagi irritating !!!

in short

it was a suck ever experience for me!!!

damnnnnnnnn

yippeeeeeeee

2009-12-15T19:02:00.003+08:00

12th december
went mid valley with
ahbeng n bb
on the half way back nilai
stop at kajang
find u5 n alex yamcha!!!

damn long din c them d
was so excited to look for them
without any plan in advance ... XD

but too bad failed to call burger ealier
he was on his way back klang when we call him...
scolded by amos too
coz never find him even we went mid valley ... :p

the worse thing is
we forgot to take any pic!!!
i think that will be our last meet up
of year 2009
so sad ...

we almost half year never meet up d
hope to see they guys again soon
but not for ahbeng
coz he's flying back to uk soon
hopefully could meet him in uk one day later ...:p

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

went pierce ear with bb oso
i pierce the right side n
bb pierce the left side
kekeke ...

so scary
been pierced since small
felt "abit" pain!!
hahaha ...

had a couple ear pierce
with bb right now
yippeee... ^.^

姐姐開工了

2009-12-01T23:44:00.001+08:00

姐姐回到新加坡上班了
過去三個月都和姐姐在家里
現在還真有點不習慣

姐看起來很不想回去
身體狀況也還沒完全康復
可是生活逼人
只希望姐姐不要硬撐
如果承受不了
隨時歡迎回到溫暖的家
修養好身子
再從新出發
沒有什么事是不能的
只要保養好健康的體魄
還是有機會再繼續沖的！！！

看姐姐很不舍得寶寶
終于感受得到
天下父母們
要和可愛寶貝分隔兩地時的感傷

每次看著寶寶時
心里都會對他說
一定要生生性性
媽媽歷經了生命的危殆
差點丟了老命把你生下
以后一定要孝順
做個好孩子
不然我們可不會放過你！！！=D

祝福姐姐工作順利
祈求姐姐身子康復
寶寶健康成長
姐姐加油加油加油！！！

2009-11-24T00:13:00.000+08:00

Ipoh Trip

Was planning to go Ipoh tomorrow actually
but after a whole night discussion on msn just now
we decided postponed the trip to 5th December

Thinking back to the discussion just now
damn funny and annoying

Wendy suddenly told us that the normal train ticket was sold out
left the VIP seat ticket
it's double fold of the normal ticket price
and wendy told us it's not worth at all
because that the seat nothing special also...

Then me n Denise starting to discuss how of it
either take the expensive ticket,or by bus
or cancel the trip
keep discussing and discussing ...

Conclusion we decided to postponed the trip
to 7th December ...
I packed all my stuffs ready to go already tim
hahahhaah ...... XD

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Bb so excited

Just now bb told me that
he got 2nd higher on maths test in his class!!!
bb so happy o
im happy for bb too...^.^

I'm so happy bb so hardworking
and pay the most attention on his studies
(until ignore of me :( )
hahahaha ...
I hope bb keep it up until the end ...
I wish bb good luck and all the best
for everything too...
mmmuacksss.......
miss bb so much...

Prepared a surprise for bb ...

2009-11-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
went shopping
n bought a present for my bb
maybe as christmas gift
kekekekeke ...

I said wanna buy it for bb since quite long ago
n bb oso always ask for it from me
hehehehe ...
now i keep my promise
bought it for u
my baby ...

I like it so much
hope ah b will also love it ...
^.^

Btw, i miss my bb alot ...
ah b,
im missing u badly ...
good night ........

2009-11-07T00:42:00.000+08:00

很煩哦

做么一直吵架的？？？

這段感情

很像不是很正常醬

很不想再這樣哦！！！

每次一吵架

心情完全零指數

我要解脫！！！

誰來給我解藥！！！！！！！

胡思亂想。。。

2009-11-06T16:22:00.000+08:00

最近
不懂是荷爾蒙失調
還是癲了
每天都想些有的沒的
簡單來說
應該是叫胡思亂想

ah b最近又一直忙功課
都沒時間聊天
連sms都沒有
弄到我超煩

最近又發一些
奇奇怪怪的夢
夢到跟別人跑了。。。:p

可能人就是醬
太得空就會亂想東西
是時候要快點找份工了
再醬下去
真的跟人跑都有份！！！

找工找工！！！
加油加油！！！！！！

Blood test result taken !!!

2009-11-02T16:20:00.000+08:00

Few days ago
went to get my blood test result
was damn nervous
just like a student taking her exam result ... :p

My cholesterol level was over limit
in my past blood test result
by few years ago
so,
was worrying about this time result too

Luckily
the result was nice
nothing bad condition
everything is fine and normal
thank god ... ^.^

But mum's result was a bit bad
because of eldest sis's giving birth incident
mama worrying it very much
cause her health become worse and worse
all of us worry about her very much
hopes it's gonna be alright soon ...
god bless ...

ah b 超壓力的一天。。。

2009-10-29T17:33:00.000+08:00

前幾天
一直和ah b吵架
一整天都在吵
超煩。。。

可是之后回想起
都不知到底在吵些什么
甚至還后悔
干嘛要和ah b吵
搞得他完全沒心情溫書

都是我的錯
ah b都已經超煩課業了
還要受我的脾氣
真的超后悔那天做么死都醬硬
不肯妥協

直到和ah b好回之后
真的超后悔
真的不該一直帶麻煩給ah b了

最近
ah b在課業上都很專心，努力
很開心ah b醬上進
可是有時又好像把自己逼得太緊
深怕他會壓力過大
可是又不能陪在他身邊
超擔心。。。

無論如何
ah b肯定能處理得很好
我會一直為他加油的
ah b加油加油加油！！！
mmuacksss ...

datuk 公公神誕游行

2009-10-28T17:50:00.000+08:00

觀音娘娘登上花車，準備游行了。。。

還有其他神明，和兩位童花。。。

10月26日
農歷不知什么時候了 :p
datuk 公生日了。。。

machap的一間神廟
舉行了花車游行
今年因為畢業了
又還沒找工
得空在家
所以跟媽媽一起去
隨隊伍游行了。。。

還蠻熱鬧的
可大多數善信
都是來自外坡
大家都很有心。。。

一開始
因為datuk公公吩咐過
游行時不能穿鞋
可多數人都沒照做
我提著鞋
走了差不多一半的路程
腳板突然被尖體插著
不得不穿上鞋了。。。

這應該是
我生平第一次
隨神廟隊伍游行吧
還蠻有意義的

在過隔壁村時
大伙站在 toyota hilux后端
迎面吹著涼風
挺刺激的。。。XD

希望明年
再能和媽媽一起去參加游行
今年買的t-shirt
都已存進衣櫥
留待明年之用了
kekekekekeke。。。。

WooOOoooooo ~~~

2009-10-27T16:09:00.000+08:00

yeah !!!
finally book my flight ticket
will be going back sabah with ah b in coming december!!!
damn happy ...

this time bb buy me the flight ticket
and officially bring me back home
feel very excited ... :p

i think wont be going any nice place walk walk
but my main purpose is to celebrate Christmas
with bb at his hometown ...

since ah b is a Christian
Christmas is a very important
and very warm festival for you ...
so i hope i could be with u on this meaningful day
even for next year Christmas
next next year Christmas
next next next year Christmas ... ... ...
whole life Christmas
forever ...

回到我的部落格。。。

2009-10-26T15:33:00.000+08:00

你買給我的超貴cookies .. kekeke ...

哇。。。
四個月沒探望我的部落格了

這四個月來
發生了很多事
有好的也有壞的
有開心的也有不開心的

八月
大姐因為生產過程
出現了突發狀況
休息至今
身體都還蠻弱
這段日子來
我剛好畢業了
所以留在家照顧大姐的
非我莫屬。。。

直到九月
朋友邀約到云頂玩
好不容易才跟家里拿了幾天假
哈。。。

本來還擔心我的你
跟他們合不來
不過還好
這次的你都和大家玩得開心
不知是你為了我
勉強自己
去和他們混熟
仰或真是自然的
無論如何
真的很感激你
為了我
而委屈自己去這一趟云頂。。。

永遠愛你

大收获！！！

2009-07-06T14:14:00.000+08:00

前几天和bb下pj
终于吃到著名的Ampang yong tau fu了！！！
真的很多人
还没去之前想
只是吃酿豆腐之类的东西
也能做到酱大的生意？？
去了，
还真不是盖的
people mountain people sea啊！！！

尝过了
味道还真的不错
尤其是真材实料的馅料
满满的
不像其他店
馅料好像鼻屎般丁点（形容词很wat dat =D）
每份都好大块
可就是不会吃腻
如果不是赶着时间要去教堂
就能慢慢细嚼慢咽
大快朵颐了。。。
感谢bb哥哥，eric带我们去吃。。。

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本来会随他们去教堂
还蛮期待见识见识
天主教的教徒礼拜情形
结果因为迟到
而且当天出奇地多人去教堂
交通不顺畅
且没parking
结果取消了。。。

虽然失望没能见识
可也让我感到松了一口气
因为第一次到访的人
教徒都会有简短的欢迎仪式
eric他们本来打算笃我出来的
令我不禁开始紧张了
想着，不需要这么客气，热情吧？
所以这次没去到教堂
真的是thank God。。。^.^

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去1U和bb拍拖看电影
看了ice age 3
超好笑
超可爱！！！
因为我要看ice age 3
害得bb没得看tranformers 2 :(
决定这礼拜再陪bb去看。。。:)

两个人shopping隐大起
我在“椑嘞” [bb按的]（BLaY）
买了双高跟鞋
用作出席convo和见工穿
bb买了两件衣和裤
比我还够力！！！

--------------------------------- 毕 --------------------------------

hAng gaI Gai...

2009-06-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

吃剩最後一小塊的可樂餅，非常好吃！！！

我們在sushi king的戰績。。。:p

bb 送我的小白。。。

xiao bai say hi to everyone... :)

he is xiao bai... :)

xiao bai drinking chocolate ice blended...

mmm........ ;)

xiao bai relax-ing with us in starbucks b4 moving back home...^.^

哇。。
6月7號
bb帶我下times square gai gai
買了不是很多東西
可是bb用了很多錢買小熊給我。。。

想起都好笑
bb本來要給我驚喜
自己去買了小熊放在家裡
然後我回到去給我驚喜的
所以叫我別回nilai先
亂諞個故事騙我

哪裡知道我生氣了
他才逼不得已說出真相
所以沒驚喜了
我們就一起下kl買小熊。。。

bb要買一個mp3和小熊給我
可是我不要mp3先
帶我去選了小熊
哪知最後買了兩個！！！
一大一小！！！
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

我們又去吃了sushi king
回家前還去starbucks喝茶
哈哈哈。。。
過了有錢人的一天
哈哈啊哈哈哈。。。

好開心哦！！！
謝謝你，bb！！！

1year Anniversary...

2009-06-02T17:22:00.000+08:00

2009年5月20日
我們的一周年紀念日
yoohoo。。。
我們一起經歷了一年的風波

這天
bb帶我去gai gai
可是并不是二人世界
兩支“電燈柱”
alex和huiyeng
也和我們一起慶祝
因為每天都二人世界了
特別日子來電特別的慶祝方式
哈哈哈。。。。。。。

我們先去吃了sushi king
然後看了電影
名為:I Love You,Man
是個笑片
很好看

然後去打pool
最後去吃carl's junior!!!
很大的burger
很大杯的水
特大的薯條
好好吃！！！
huiyeng竟然可以一個人吃完！！！
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。。。
很開心啊！！！
謝謝bb
也謝謝alex和huiyeng。。。

這一年裡
我們經歷了很多
也吵了很多架
很討厭
可是還是會吵
唉。。。
多得bb的包容
希望接下來的日子
歡笑比吵架多好多好多倍！！！

Happy 1year Anniversary
my beloved bb...
Love you the most...

bb羞羞。。。

2009-05-29T01:49:00.000+08:00

今天bb幫我買衛生棉
超感動的
哈哈哈。。。

bb還打電話問我
跟我double confirm是哪類
買到回來還要求我
如果買錯不要怪他

bb傻傻的
都已經很感動了
那還會怪你咧？？

可是bb當時肯定很paiseh
bb羞羞
哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。。。。。

謝謝你，bb
永遠愛你。。。

Lang Tengah！！！

2009-05-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

5月4号至7号
去了趟lang tengah玩玩
很舒服
不会太多游客
缺点就是晚上没什么消遣
大多数游客都只呆在房间
没什么活动。。。

这次也让我尝试了
我从未想过有一天会穿着bikini在沙滩上
太不可思议了！！！
虽然身材不怎么好
还好勇气够
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

这趟旅程最悲的还是返归路程
简直用了一天的时间
才回到宿舍
累到。。。

在lang tengah其间
也发生了些诡异事件

又让我再一次体验了
从未发生过在我身上的事
还蛮恐怖的。。。
可是我们一班不知哪来的胆
竟没提出换房还是什么的
还蛮佩服我自己咧。。。

不过
幸好有ah b陪着
让我这最害怕此类事件的胆小鬼
安心了不少
不然
我想整个旅程肯定没得享受，尽兴

me n bb's room in lang tengah...
smth 诡异 happended inside too...

yoyo...snorkelling...

oopss...burger's mimi like bullet...XD
all purposely keep up their sexy tummy...

hahhh!!!muscle men!!!

im muscle girl!!!

ok..do the same post as mine...

again...

like tis pic the most...kekekek...

seems so 诡异...

tata lang tengah...

waiting for bus in the McD,
for almost 8hours...
another 4hours in kfc...

boring n tired like hell...

这次有跟一起出去玩过的朋友
也有第一次的
希望能再有机会一起游玩
毕业后可能大家都很忙了
很感谢这一次
也很珍惜。。。

和ah b也是第一次到岛上玩
也希望再有下次。。。

非法劳工之悲。。。

2009-05-13T02:58:00.000+08:00

今天无意间看到
政府局的打击非法外劳人员展开行动
场面蛮大的
官员拼命追捕试图逃跑的
非法劳工
他们亦拼命跑
免得被官员逮着。。。

本来以为有人在打架
仔细看清楚
原来是官员的operation。。。

第一幕让我看到的
其中一个官员拿着木棍
追捕两名女外劳
女外劳跑至无路可逃时
唯有乖乖就范
官员举着木棍
我心想
还以为他会真的打下去呢
吓死我了。。。

在看另一边
有个熟悉的背影
他好像是偶尔光顾摊位的员工
他人很好
蛮亲切，对客人也有礼貌
可是看着他被官员打至做到在地上
让我感到心寒
他很可怜哦。。。

官员也太无耻了
抓就抓嘛
为什么还要打人呢？？？
他们离乡背井来到这儿打工
因为没有permission
每天都已经提心吊胆地工作了
为什么还要这样打他们呢？？？
政府人员就大完吗？
卑鄙！！！

ah b说得很对
这些无耻官员
为何不这么尽心尽力去打击
那些真正偷窃打劫
做出伤天害理事的人呢？？
反而来抓这些真心要打份工
生性的人呢？？？
虽然他们没permit
是非法外劳
可也无需对他们动手吧？？
真为他们打抱不平。。。

之后去用餐
和老板聊了几句
原来是
其中一个肉骨茶摊位的老板惹的祸
店主不肯让他继续在店里做生意
而他竟然为了报仇
而向官员通风报信
结果殃及鱼池
其他店的非法劳工统统被捉拿
这肉骨茶老板也太卑鄙了。。。

店里霎时间失去了助手
老板们都忙得团团转
还听到了他们述说
官员把劳工打得流血了
他们也太不转业了吧？
只因他们是官员
就能对犯人动粗吗？
卑鄙！！下流！！！

衷心希望这般非法劳工
能顺利渡过这关
也希望他们以后
能真正得到permit
安心地打工
不用再受打压。。。
God bless。。。。。。。。。

又吵架了。。。

2009-04-23T04:37:00.000+08:00

又吵架了
这已经是第N次了
我想你也很不耐烦了吧？
早在很之前
你都已经表明
你已超不满意我的坏脾气了
可是最后还是给了我机会
可我一次接一次的令你失望
根本改不过来
怎么办？？？
以这超频繁的吵架数据
我们真的能一起到永远吗？？

这次我真的很不想再答应你
然后又再次令你失望
可你为什么还要给我机会呢？
如果你绝点
我就不会再有伤害你的机会啊
你就不会再需要忍受我的坏脾气
你就不会再需要因为我的坏脾气
而破坏了你的心情
你就有机会找到你真正想要的另一半
真正符合你要求的另一半
真正让你开心的另一半
真正懂得爱你的另一半

人说：失去后才懂得珍惜
可我为什么总是让你伤心，失望呢？
是我泛贱，不懂得珍惜？
是我太幸运，遇上了你？
我想，是你倒霉吧？遇上了我。。。

也许我真的不懂得什么是爱，
不懂得该怎么爱你，
以至让你无法感受到我的爱

如真有一天
我
失去了你
我
无怨无悔
因为我知道
是自己根本不会珍惜
我
不应得到
im not deserve it。。。

生活中有太多的烦恼
你已承受了不少
再大的宽容也会有极限
再多的包容也会有爆发的一天
如果真的到了这么一天
请你坦白告诉我
然后再表明你的决定
别再问我意见了
持续下去
只会让你更伤痕累累。。。

希望我真的能改过
不再乱发脾气
至少不会破坏我们的感情
以携手到老。。。
God bless。。。

生平第一颗流星

2009-04-18T03:54:00.000+08:00

4月17日
和bb去买东西
我竟然看见流星！！
在毫无预警下
抬头望向天空
突然有颗橙黄色的颗粒飞过
完全没想到会是流星

停顿了大概一秒
才回过神来
是流星！！！
心理兴奋不已
愣住了
心里想着要跟bb讲
可就是讲不出口

直到bb说：流星耶
我才说：对咯对咯！！
两个才傻傻地开始许愿
还边走边许
两只手也不舍得放开来许
牵着许
之后还一直找
心想可能会再有第二颗出现
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。XD

真的是开心呆了
生平第一次看见流星耶
还是跟心爱的另一半看见
太有意思了。。。
希望这颗流星能实现
我所许的所有愿望
让我梦想成真。。。

21st birthday...

2009-03-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

waoo...
21st birtyday was past...
this was my first ever birthday
which giving me a really big surprise...
thanks to my ang zang gong bb...^.^

just realized that u had plan it since 2weeks ago...
recall back,
no wonder u seems like so busy and so close with all my gang...
everytime seems like got smth to discuss like tat...
now oni i know that's the progress of tis plan...

pakat with them
travel here n there to prepare everything
n even sacrifice your sleeping time
just hoping to give me a surprise...
i'm really really very happy... :)
thank u so much my beloved bb
love u so much...
n thank u to my friends
who were helping my bb in the plan...

21 year old already...
getting older n older...
is my mind or thinking mature enough?
i dun think so
but i hope i could be improved it asap
no matter in family,
relationship, friendship
n every areas...

late at the night...early in the morning.......

2009-02-25T05:34:00.000+08:00

Finally
settled an assignment
Again
it is a last minute work... :p

Why everytime said wanna do it early
so that would not be so rush
but end up still the same
never change since beginning study in NUC
HHAAIIHHHHH.......
Die Sex Not Change...(死性不改) ^.^

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Suddenly thinking that
i didn't go back to my warm and sweet sweet home
for about 2weeks d...
miss my dearest baba n mama so much...>.<
n all of my beloved sisters... hope to c u all soon.........

************************************************************************************* Quarrel with u again yesterday...
AGAIN...
haizzz....
know that u r really
fed up with my bad temper
maybe i shouldn't control
and bother too much on you
that will only making you feeling bad
and even feel annoying
i swear
i wouldn't bother too much about u anymore
i want you to feel free
n get back your freedom
i swear i want
i know maybe i couldn't do it well
but i want to
i swear i want to...
n i hope i can do it...
god bless......
love you forever n ever........

25/02/2009
it's 6.12am early in the morning
now, i'm going to sleep
i dunwan to think too much again
i just want to take a rest...
hoping that
you are also getting the chance to take a good rest...
we will be together forever........ :)

我们的第一个情人节。。。

2009-02-21T03:01:00.000+08:00

1st valentine roses from bb...

home-made "candle light" dinner prepared by bb... :)

looks tasty???^.^

mushroom soup... ;)

yummyyyyyy........XD

与你度过了我们的第一个情人节
非常温馨与感动
温馨的是
可以和你在家里吃“烛光”晚餐
（虽然没烛光，因为开着风扇）XD
感动的是
你为我亲手准备了这丰富的一餐

虽然这是你第一次煎牛扒
味道挺好
可这还是其次
你的心意让我深深感动
还记得在mid valley的cold storage买材料时
当时的你很兴奋
每一个细节都考虑周详
甚至还特地买了两支“扒刀”
誓要把这顿晚餐准备得完美。。。

虽然“烛光”晚餐在情人节第二天
可当天我们也大吃了一顿
一路去kl都吃个不停
Mc D,sushi king,subway。。。
实现了我的eating celebration
哈哈。。。

谢谢你
一切尽在不言中
永远爱你。。。

2009-02-17T02:17:00.000+08:00

马六甲一夜游记

ah b终于吃到马六甲闻名的satay celup

lut lut...^.^

ah b终于踏步于鸡场街

爸爸妈妈摄于红屋前的经典风车

马六甲河夜景

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农历生日庆生

一家人“打彬炉”

*大部分生日照片因技术上问题，没得上载，so sad。。。

2009-01-30T00:51:00.000+08:00

小烈失蹤驚魂記

1月27日
農曆正月初二
大早梳洗完畢
準備去外公外婆家吃飯
五姐幫我弄頭髮當兒
突然四姐高喊我的小龜失蹤了！！！
嚇死我！！！
出來看，小烈真的不見了
怎么辦？？？
院子醬大，要往哪找啊

不管了
把小蘭放進盒裡
在抱著它一起找小烈
找了很久，還是找不到
爸爸，二姐，四姐都出動幫我了
我越找越急了
該不會就像爸爸講的
小烈可能被貓咁走了吧？？！！！
我已經哭得變花貓了啦
真的很怕小烈真的不見了

一邊找它，一邊叫它名
心一直想著，叫它不要再玩了
快出來，我不玩了

終於，四姐竟然在我的鞋裡找到小烈！！！
很感激四姐。。。
也瞬間放下心頭大石
小烈終於回到我身邊了。。。
真是謝天謝地。。。
真不敢想象
如果真有一天，它們其中一個不見的話
我會是怎樣。。。
不敢想
也不想想，不想發生。。。

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擺烏龍記

正月年初二
也正是本小姐農曆生日
家人要幫我慶生
所以和二姐到市裡買材料煮生鍋
一時興起
想吃炸薯條
便千挑萬選
買了包“薯條”回家炸
心想這次可大快朵擷了

回到家
迫不及待要快快炸
還特地要求媽媽給我炸完整包
不然半包不夠吃

炸啊炸
第一鍋終於出爐了
趕緊偷吃一條
奇怪耶
怎么硬硬的？？？
再看清楚包裝
原來買回了一包木薯條！！！
給家人笑得面都黃了。。。
真是糗大了。。。:(

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慶生記

晚上和家人吃火鍋
感覺太棒了
二十一歲生日
雖然沒有大事慶祝
可只要能和家人一起
就已經很滿足了。。。

二姐在 secret recipy 買了個蛋糕給我
又是個我千挑萬選下決定要的蛋糕
怎知家人都覺得不好吃
so sad。。。:(

家人都為我唱了生日快樂歌
很感動。。。
二十一歲生日願望
很簡單
希望都能一一實現

大個人了
希望我能變得成熟懂事些
不再讓家人擔心。。。

爸爸，媽媽，
姐夫，姐姐們
還有我的ah bb，
我永遠愛你們！！！
mmuacksss ........ ^.^

希望是我想太多。。。

2009-01-12T14:00:00.000+08:00

1月4号
ah b买了一只小龟给我
很可爱
让我很惊喜

你说你之所以买它
是希望我们的感情
能像乌龟的寿命一样
能长长久久
能永远维持着
很感动。。。

我叫它作小烈
因为它象征着你
永远陪伴着我
可你就是要叫它兰兰
是暗喻着什么吗？
象征着你并没打算永伴我左右
而是我孤单一人？

也许是我太敏感了吧
我希望我是。。。
也许是我想太多了吧
我希望我是。。。

刚发现了点东西
让我更没信心
究竟是你变了
还是现实的确让你改变了

也许知道得越少
会让自己好过些吧？？
太多的忧虑
让自己更起忧心

不想考虑太多
也不想再做任何猜测
只想好好的爱你
永远爱你。。。

Worst day...

2009-01-06T02:59:00.000+08:00

Just discover an action
that u did without my knowledge
it makes me very hurt..very hurt...
felt damn fucking sad... :(

Heart is bleeding
eyes are crying

What should i do?
just ignore it?
i can't
i'm not a stupid girl
even though i love u so much

Decided to settle it asap
but there will be only 2 ending choices
Initially
u had choose the worst ending
even though i have made psychological plan on it
but it makes me feel dissapointed of you and your choice

Don't know why
i not crying of ur decision
maybe i don't need to be sad of it
but i'm just dissapointed
really dissapointed...

Don't know why also
i accepted ur apologize
should i?
i don't know
but i just did it

Izzit possible not to think again?
i wish i can

No matter how
i hope u keep ur promise
once u break
FOREVER we broken...

對不起。。。

2009-01-04T02:20:00.000+08:00

對不起，bb
讓你擔心了
真的沒想過你會是這么的擔心
沒想過會讓你這么著急
剛才看你語氣
發現你是真的這么的氣
才發現事情嚴重性
真的對不起
不是有意要讓你擔心
只是電話真的沒電了
對不起。。。
保證下次出街到家
肯定跟你報備
好讓你不需要擔心我
對不起，bb ... :(

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突然發現你好像有心事
更是有東西在煩的
可是就是不懂是什麽
知道你平時
真的只想逗我開心
而自己卻孤單承受一切煩惱
很傷心看見你不開心

生活中真的有太多的事要考慮
可是你這麼的自個兒煩
讓我更擔心

能不能讓我和你一起分擔
我想要和你一起快快樂樂
可我更希望
能和你一起面對任何問題
共同解決
我不想成為你的負擔
只想和你一起面對任何阻礙
共同迎向我們的未來

永遠愛你...

大姐有喜。。。

2008-12-24T01:55:00.000+08:00

得知姐姐懷孕了
非常高興
不知怎的
有種莫名的興奮
甚至覺得緊張
可能是替大姐感到高興吧

我想
大姐應該還緊張過我吧
一個小生命
慢慢地在肚裡成長了
以前我總覺得人家說懷孕多么興奮的
可是都不明白到底有多興奮
可現在身邊的親人懷孕
真的能感受得到
那種無法用言語形容的感覺
是多么的感動

希望孩子能平平安安
完好的來到世上
家裡肯定熱鬧不少
我就能升級為阿姨了
哈哈哈哈哈哈 ^_^

著急了。。。

2008-12-21T01:44:00.000+08:00

今天一整天沒你的消息
非常擔心
還以為你是忙著陪家人
所以沒空回覆我
本是很生氣了的
可是越想越不妥
翻查記錄
原來訊息根本沒傳送成功

開始著急了
手機打又不通
到底發生了什麽事呢
問你妹妹又好像什麽都不懂醬
感覺不是很對勁
好像在隱瞞著什麽似的
感覺怪怪的

終於撥了通電話給你哥
據所知應該沒事
擔心死我了

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突然好想抱著你
就只想靜靜的抱著你
好想念你哦

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重複聽了這首歌很多遍
就是聽不厭
很喜歡它
很有意思
希望我們能像歌詞所表達的一切
一起慢慢的變老
永遠愛你

最浪漫的事
詞：姚若龍曲：李正帆唱：趙詠華

背靠著背坐在地毯上
聽聽音樂聊聊願望
你希望我越來越溫柔
我希望你放我在心上

你說想送我個浪漫的夢想
謝謝我帶你找到天堂
哪怕用一輩子才能完成
只要我講你就記住不忘

我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢變老
一路上收藏點點滴滴的歡笑
留到以後坐著搖椅慢慢聊

我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢變老
直到我們老得哪兒也去不了
你還依然把我當成手心裡的寶

nO maTteR hoW...

2008-12-20T01:48:00.000+08:00

don't know why
suddenly become very down
because of thinking about us
quarreling again last week
i just realized that you are so suffering being with me
i don't care whether is because of your anger cause u talk such thing
but i believe that's your heartfelt truly come out from your heart

think again n again
izzit really i'm tat selfish
grab all your freedom from u
dun let u do this and that
i shouldn't do that
or i'm too over of it??

i'm not don't wanna let u do whatever
but i just can't do it
i'm not never try to do it
but i just can't do it

maybe i should set u free
shouldn't make u suffering in this relationship
shouldn't restrict anything on you
i do not have the power as well...

maybe i should let you go
but i just cant do it
i admit i cant lose u
i know i will be suffering and regretting if i do so
maybe i fall too deep in this relationship
am i??should i???

think again and again
talk to friend and friends as well
i shouldn't be too strict, maybe
no matter how
i will be trying my best to change it
just because of you
because i just wanna love you
love you forever my beloved...

再一次感动。。。

2008-11-19T16:11:00.000+08:00

有渡过了另一个开夜车赶作业的夜晚。。
累死了。。。

可在这忙碌的几个夜晚
你努力的让我放松
那天很烦
可是你想尽办法帮我解压
还install game陪我一起打
真的松多了。。。

你还迁就我的一切要求
知道你很累，很想睡了
可你还是陪我去吃宵夜
解我所谓的“瘾”

昨晚还更感动
只为了让我安心赶作业
帮我处理了一切“家务”
甚至你最讨厌的洗衣任务
你也默默为我洗完了。。。
间中还帮我斟茶递水
好窝心哦。。。^.^

明天就是我们的半周年纪念了
这半年来，
包含了泪与欢笑
真的希望能完全抛开眼泪
不想再为了芝麻绿豆的事而吵
希望如你所说
不要再浪费我们的时间在无谓的争吵了
我会努力的！！
尽量让自己不随便发无谓的脾气！！！
我要我们永远地快乐！！！！！:)
永远爱你。。。

第一次出游...

2008-11-12T15:36:00.000+08:00

和你一起以来
第一次一起出去玩玩
太开心了！！
哈哈哈哈哈。。。XD

云顶之旅
让我们更增进彼此的关系
一起共度欢乐
玩得不亦乐乎

还记得在云顶期间我发热气了
你无微不至的照顾我
买了各种凉性饮品逼我喝
看你紧张的样子
既感动
又觉得自己很幸运能成为你的傻瓜 ^.^
真希望病慢点好
就能继续感受你的照顾 :p

更记得我因为怕冷
一踏地上就发抖
不能去上厕所，冲凉
你想尽办法
让我佩服你的是
你竟然想得出
把酒店毛巾铺在地上
让我踏着去厕所
冲好凉又怕冷
你还用hair dryer帮我慢慢全身上下吹
好让我不这么冷
感动死了啦！！！XD

傻佬
有你，我真幸福。。。
永远爱你。。。

傻佬 ^.^

in cable car going up genting

人生无常。。。

2008-11-07T13:06:00.000+08:00

人生真的是这么化学吗？
想想又何尝不是？
上一秒还开开心心的
谁知下一秒会有什么事发生？

刚听闻好朋友的爸爸过世的消息
非常震惊
简直不敢相信
我想burger也很难说服自己接受这突如其来的一切事实吧？？

时不时都听他提起他爸爸怎样怎样
多么的开心
这一切
也许只能待回忆了吧。。。

burger又是家里的长子
这突变
还得靠他和他妈妈坚强维持着生活呢

他能熬过来吗？
我相信他能
我认识的burger是非常坚强的

希望你能撑下去
burger，加油！！！
我们永远支持你！！！

发发牢骚。。。

2008-11-07T01:43:00.000+08:00

最近应该已经减少乱发脾气了吧？？
是因为看透了？
仰或是懒得理了？
又或者是锻炼自己的适应能力？？

回想起
大多数发脾气都应该是因为吃醋神经太大条吧？？
太会吃醋，能改得了吗？

反问自己
最近好像看透了
也可能是因为觉得没希望了
所以不再处处管着你到底有没有和谁谁谁联络的。。。

可能是不想自己再伤害自己吧？
就算知道了又怎样呢？
自己发脾气
搞得心情一团糟
到时又吵架
气氛又僵了
关系更进一步恶化。。。

其实并不容易
已经尽所能压抑着自己
不再处处管着的了。。。

另一方面
最希望你改的也应该没希望了吧？？
骂也骂过了
本还想到可能放你自由
让你自己想想到底该不该继续抽
可是越让你自由
你就越放肆。。。

现也彻底失望了
应该没这么大的能力让你改吧？
可能并不是你的motivator吧？
所以不能彻底将你改过坏习惯。。。

爱怎样就怎样吧
已不想再为了这些每天吵吵闹闹了
只是觉得对你家人感到愧疚
他们应该都期望我能让你改过吧？？
可是事实并不如所盼望
只能说
我让他们失望了。。。

无论如何
深爱着的你
希望我们能一起经历各种酸甜苦辣
为我们一起度过的的一生
留下美好的回忆。。。
永远爱你，my beloved bb。。。^.^

决定。。。

2008-10-28T16:37:00.000+08:00

今天心情不是很好
嗯。。。
应该是说
本来很糟
现在好点了。。。^.^

听了一些东西后
心情简直跌入谷底
可在经过求证后
多翻自我安慰后
平复了许多。。。:)

决定是自己做的
后果也是自己负吧？
无论结果会是如何
无人能预料
至少我珍惜当下
珍惜属于我的一切
珍惜所有我爱的和爱我的
不让自己后悔
更不允许任何遗憾存在。。。

加油吧！！！

再一次。。。

2008-09-28T02:19:00.000+08:00

又惹你生气了。。。
不知道为什么，每次我真的在生气的时候，
你反而无动于衷，拼命作弄我，
让我开心。。。
可是
当我气已经消了
你却才开始发脾气
问到底我又怎么了
还摆出难看的脸色给你看。。。
可是当时的我根本没在发脾气了
也没摆什么臭脸啊！！
反而是我莫名其妙你在发什么脾气吧？？？

知道你不喜欢我无端端发脾气
可是事实上我并不是发脾气吧
只是想你来tam tam下吧。。。

也知道你不喜欢你问问题而我却不答
可是都已经跟你说过
女生在生气或闹情绪是
最好别再问多多
当下我根本就不想再开声说话了啊。。。
只想你来温柔地关怀下罢了啊。。。

不是不喜欢你所为我做的一切
只是不善于表达内心的喜悦，感激。。。

都怪自己不擅长逗人开心
每次惹你生气后
都只会道歉
除了道歉
根本不会把情况搞好。。。

也许真的是自己过份了吧
就如你所说
我要你做的你都得做
而你要求我的
我都没放在心上

是酱吗？？
你可能觉得是
可是我已经在努力改进了啊。。。
有时可能真的是性格太强硬
以硬攻硬
结果每次都只会搞到吵架收场

人家说
一对情侣
一个硬一个柔
才能互补不足
可是我们都是性格太强悍了吧
这样
有可能维持着这段感情吗？？

有时还在想
或许我真的让你很累
根本不值得让你对我的一切好吧？？
应该没这资格剥夺你的好吧？？

是不是该开始考虑是否放了你
让你好过些
不再每次都为了我而生气
却破坏了自己的心情
不再让你忍受我的坏脾气
不再让你忍受我的自私
不再让你忍受我的粗礼大气
更多的更多。。。

Bad day...

2008-09-26T00:55:00.000+08:00

Was wondering what's wrong with you today...
Is it really because of assignment pressure??
or there is some other reason???
i think that is...

Recalling back
i think i didn't do anything wrong baa?
But why u looks angry with something that i had did wrong??
Is it because of i think too much?
dun think so...

Felt that i'm not understand u anymore..
Felt that we start to go far away from each other
Felt that u r not that love me as before
U talk fucking less to me today
not even 10 sentences
Why is it so??

What will be going to happen in the future?
i don't know
Cant even imagine of it...
Hope would not be reaching the worst ending...

Everything is gonna be alright
Love u the most...

谎言。。。

2008-09-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

有些事
是不是模糊点会让自己好过些？？
太清楚
反而让自己难受
可是如果不知道真相
心里总会痒痒的
恨不得把一切都查清楚
人就是这么矛盾。。。

查清楚了又怎样？
还不是更难接受事实？？
还不是自讨苦吃？？？
还不是搞到自己闷闷不乐
继而做出更多的猜测。。。

猜测了又怎样？
就算对方做出多方解释
还不是会继续端测
到底该不该相信他所说的一切？？？

可是如果怀疑对方
在一起又还有什么意思？？
但如果相信完他
更是不可能的事吧？？

虽说爱他就该对他投以信任
可是谎言说了太多
由谁还会载信任呢？？
狼来了的故事何尝不是确切地证明了
连贯性的谎言最后只会招来丧失别人信任的结果，更何况是伴侣。。。

想太多...

2008-08-24T14:26:00.000+08:00

又开始胡思乱想了...
是因为在乎?
不被在乎?
对自己没信心?

一切的一切
也许发生得太快
可能当初的那份热已渐渐散了吧?
是自己太在意吗?
仰或自己多疑了?

重复又重复地浮起负面的想法
直觉错了吗?
事实又该怎么证明?

不想考虑太多
也许单纯的想法会让自己好过些
至少当下能开开心心
不被任何负面疑虑困扰
想得太多
反而更累
又活得不自在

既然做出了选择
也不希望选择错误
加油加油加油!!!

沙巴之旅part 3

2008-08-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

waiTing 4 bOat to gO pUlau tIga...

mUd voLcaNo

mOdeLing...:p

goIng MamutiK

wHat jIawEih loOking aT...??

tip of Borneo...

沙巴之旅part 2

2008-08-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

reaching Mt.Kinabalu soon...

testing sarung... :p

wao...so cold...

沙巴之旅part 1

2008-08-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

沙巴之旅首日程。。。

in shanna's Kota Belud house...

just wake up.. :p

yayasan sabah...

c burger's "nen nen"...kakaak...

landing in kk airport

Finally。。。

2008-07-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

计划了很久的事情终于办到了!!!完全松了口气!!!huu...
和你一起已经两个月了啦。。。其实觉得还蛮短的，不过就如你所说的，根本好像老夫老妻了似的。。。:p
本来给自己的期限是三个月，三个月过了才算稳定吧？？所以打算一起三个月后才跟我家人讲的咯。。。可是自己每次都很想跟家人讲关于你的东西，很想跟他们分享我们之间的点滴。。。
刚巧今天是我们满两个月周“月”纪念，所以计划了一定要在今天告知家人！！！也希望以这消息当成礼物送给你作为周“月”纪念礼物。。。可能你会觉得没价值的礼物，可是我认为这非常的重要。。。这是我人生第一次面对面跟爸爸妈妈讲我有男朋友了耶！！！
讲也好笑，爸爸还以为我会是宣布要结婚了。。。哈哈哈。。。叫妈妈猜我到底要讲什么，她差点让我断气！！！说如果她酱会猜，早都中万字了。。。=.=
其实你讲忘记今天是什么日子的时候，还蛮hurt的咯。。。:( 不懂啦，可能男生比较不注重这些日子，不会特别去记吧？？又或许这只是自己安慰自己的借口？？？whatever laa...
大致上，家人都没反对啦；只是叫我自己要小心，毕竟你来自酱远，完全不懂你的背景，惟有叫我自己观察咯。。。
所以还是希望你不曾骗过我咯。。以前，现在，未来都希望如此。。。ah b ar,love u forever...^.^

bb arr。。。

2008-06-16T02:34:00.000+08:00

和你一起也差不多快一個月了。。。外人可能會覺得只是蠻短的一段日子，可是對我而言，覺得相處了很久似的，而且都很開心。。。可能是因爲熱戀中的關係吧。。。:p
知道你每次都盡所能逗我開心，只想把快樂都給我，不想看到我傷心難過。。。可是我就一次又一次讓你難受。。。其實我是不是不該告訴你關於我朋友對你的意見呢？？每次都讓你很氣。。。就只覺得他們的勸告也都是為我好吧？？畢竟男人看男人應該都蠻准吧？？是准了，可是如果正如你所說，不想再玩玩，決心定下來了，我會選擇相信你啦。。。我能感覺得到你是認真的。。可是感覺始終歸感覺，還是老套一句話：讓時間證明一切咯。。。
每次你都逗我開心，其實和在一起就已經很開心了。。。只是每次都在擔心，會不會只有我開心，而你自己卻只負責在讓我開心呢？？？很擔心你和我在一起到底快不快樂？會不會覺得很委屈什麽的。。。:(
其實昨晚和朋友去shopping的所謂重要任務就是買你這傻瓜的生日禮物啦！！還好我轉得快，講只是去喝茶聊天，沒被你逼問出來！！kakaka.......XD
選了很久才決定買這份禮物的咯。。真的是太多選擇了，而且滿意這個來又不滿意那個，頭都大了。。。:p
還在構思着要怎樣給你驚喜耶。。。剛才已經講了拜二才過你那邊，如果你真的傻傻的，沒想到我的詭計：拜二就代表拜二淩晨，一過十二點哦。。希望計劃成功。。。等我吧，bb！！！:D
希望明天之前你都沒看到我這post吧，不然什麽驚喜都沒有了。。。^.^

傻傻的darling。。。

2008-06-03T03:54:00.000+08:00

認識你的日子並不久，可是就是覺得有種非常熟悉、認識了很久而且非常熟絡的感覺。。。
也許不能被評斷為一見鍾情吧？因爲確實不是第一次見面就鍾情于你啊！！第一次見面簡直覺得你傻傻的咧。。:p
嗯。。也許真的是該感謝我們的月老恩人--羽毛球？？？kekekeke...
其實被你的球打中臉部時，也還沒對你產生任何感覺啦，就只覺得算了，痛只是還好罷了，沒什麽大件事的。。可是就是不明白爲什麽就是想作弄你，死都要你負責。。。:p
看見你被我欺負的無辜樣真的傻透了，好像真的相信我所說的一切而且準備負責的樣子。。哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。XD
hmm...也不知道從何時起，會開始想着你。。。去泰國的整個旅程都不斷想着當時也在檳城遊玩的你。。也許你根本沒有同樣想法吧？？當時真的覺得很失望，沒能回來為你的羽球比賽打氣加油！！！無論如何，接下來的兩天雖然你沒打了，可是還特地回來幫我打氣，還蠻感動的。。你就是爲了我而來的吧？？敢講不是？！！哈哈哈哈。。。
在你面前，我不會故意特別做作或假扮斯文什麽的。。我只做囘我自己，又常欺負你，甚至粗魯得beh kua(不能看)。。:p 就是不知道爲何你會愛上這麽不堪的我。。。你說你傻不傻？？hehehehhh.......
其實這就是我所想要的關係，兩個人一起，根本不需要隱瞞什麽。。和你一起真的很舒服。。。
之後的日子裏都想念着你。。。最令我失望及傷心的還是我去UCSI的一天。。。一早開車去到當場就開始期盼着你的訊息，等啊等的。。。竟然到比賽前一分種都沒任何動靜！！！起死人啊！！！其實有開始想是不是自己想多了，你根本就只把我當普通朋友，所以沒必要特地早起，sms為我打氣吧？？？無論如何，比賽到中場終于有起色了，msg來了。。哈哈哈。。可是當時已經氣上心頭，不想多說了。。。可能是因爲在乎，所以才會氣吧？？
接下來的日子好像一直保持曖昧關係。。可能其實就如你所說，大家都了解大家的想法，只是沒真正開口說清楚也沒必要特別說吧。。可是人家就只想要浪漫的告白嘛！！！hmm。。。:(
真的覺得自己很幸福，不知道原因，就是覺得和你在一起感覺很幸福。。^.^
不懂你所承諾的一切會否遵守諾言，可是因爲我愛你、信任你，一切就已足夠了。。。:)

D君。。。

2008-05-28T00:43:00.000+08:00

恕我無法把機會給你。。。也許根本就不適合；又或許不能接受年齡上的差距；可能思想也大不相同吧，追求的東西更不一樣。。。可能存在着沒被發現的種種因素吧。。。
可能將來後悔的會是我。。。無論如何，希望你能別再浪費精神，浪費時間在我身上，不值得。。。
如果還是不能讓你放棄，我只能說，我已有了對象。。。
要過得好好的噢。。。祝你幸福、快樂。。。

内疚又感動。。。:p

2008-05-22T01:31:00.000+08:00

唉。。回到來一見面每個就討手信，自己都沒買什麽給自己了，哪裏可能還買什麽手心咧。。。更何況覺得那些鎖匙圈都是些那地方名，很像沒什麽意思醬。。所以乾脆全部不買。。。:p
最内疚的還是alan啦，什麽都沒買給他。。。:p 在泰國有想要買t-shirt給你咯，可是又不懂你的size，等下穿不下不是浪費？？然後下到langkawi煙便宜嘛，想到之前你講過有抽煙，可是買煙給你不是等於害你？？？酒又不在行，不懂哪種好喝，又沒東西買咯。。只買了巧克力咯。。可是沒什麽特別的啦，醬肥了，不要吃醬多啦。。kakakakk.....XD
還蠻感動的啦看到你去penang買的手信！！！奇怪你會懂我的華語名耶！！！真得太感動了。。。謝謝哦！！！^.^ 答應下次去旅行才再補囘你的手信啦。。。:p

心情極差，又複雜。。。

2008-05-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

最近兩三天不懂干嘛的，晚上總是難以入眠，比夜貓子還精神。。。
是因爲太多東西煩了嗎？？還是因爲羽球比賽抽籤而擔心？？又或是因爲你？？？
昨天終于抽籤了。。竟然真的如我所料，運氣衰到沒人有，越不想得到的籤就偏偏非你莫屬！！！心情真的極度坏的。。簡直跌進谷低。。。第一次爲了這種東西難過，也許因爲期望太高吧。。。就說了嘛：希望越高，失望越大！！！生米都已煮成熟販了，一切已成定局，再怎麽不滿也於事無補。。。不再抱任何希望了，直接上場，盡我所能吧。。。
而你，是真的把你惹生氣了嗎？？堅決避過我的問題而拼命轉移重點，是想安慰我；還是你根本就有生氣，可是就是不肯承認？？？
爲什麽我的直覺告訴我你就是有生氣我？？仰或是我做賊心虛，覺得你有在生氣我，所以潛意識裏就一直認爲你的確生氣我？？？那天打球看你完全變了醬，不是很想理我了醬。。昨天上課遇到你，更是不敢正視你，沒想到你真的就不過來；種種跡象讓我真的認爲你是在生氣我！！！
真的對不起咯。。不能完全怪完我的嘛，你也有責任咯！！！可是還是覺得對你有點内疚。。:p
剛才打球你還是一副兇巴巴樣，打完一round就直接出外面坐；進來就又直接拿了拍直往球場。。。什麽態度啊？！！很難受啦！！不是只有我錯啊！！！
剛才看起來很累，很不對勁的感覺，水準也降了，不懂你到底干嘛了。。還蠻擔心下禮拜的比賽你能不能保持最佳狀態上場。。。
也許就如你所說：assignment壓力把你心情搞砸了吧。。。希望你能放輕鬆，回到之前開朗活潑的你吧。。。比賽加油哦！！！

Moody...

2008-05-15T02:17:00.000+08:00

Very tired...busy on doing badminton tournament stuff...painting banner...but president,elias is more tiring i think,need to take care of everything,consider about whatever need to be considered...
But me myself also feel like got a lot of things we haven done yet,waiting for us to settle it asap...but can't even think of it,confusing...maybe is just bcoz of me thinking too much???or bcoz of goin travel soon n busy about the tournament,make my feeling bcum tat complicated???i dunno...:(
N feel annoying of everything like that...mayb is bcoz of period coming soon,a bit moody???plus worry about assignment...can't even find the info needed,gonna give up soon...wanna cry,but dunno cry for wat,cry oso can't solve the problem...
Mayb is my own problem??never try my best???
Hope everything getting better soon...

讓我歡喜，讓我憂。。。

2008-05-11T01:52:00.000+08:00

好不容易決定了不參加羽球比賽，跟家人去泰國玩。。。可是現在又被告知可能賽事會延遲一天。。。
是蠻開心啦，終于能參加。。。可是左右爲難啦！！！
之前決定不參加了，是因爲逼不得已，根本趕不及囘來參加，所以跟所有要partner的player都一一推辭；可是現在如果真的延遲一天，我就沒有辦法講不參加了。。。
在還沒開始報名前，elias已經問過了，那時是肯定地拒絕了。。。過後ali又問，也用同樣理由解決了事；昨早ali還不死心地再次問有沒有改變主意，結果還是一樣。。。可是他算蠻有誠意的了，還會一再邀約，甚至還問如果21號比我沒問題吧？想打算把mix double放到第二天才比。。。太感動了！！！哈哈。。。
當天下午回到房間，elias就msn告訴我很大機會女生的全部categories都放到第二天，很高興聽到這消息啊！！！
如果他不說爲何會改期就還好，還沒醬氣！！哪知他竟自告奮勇講是因爲某個女生有課所以改期！！！我之前叫他改，他死都不肯！！還說不可能整個比賽不可能只爲了我而改！！而現在人家一講有課就直接換！！！擺明重色輕友！！！氣死人了！！！不想參加了啦！！！
現在最煩的是如果真的改期，要跟誰take team啊？！！elias先問的；可是ali蠻有誠意；而eak是因爲elias跟他講我沒打所以沒再問我。。。bear bear也用了同個理由拒絕了。。。至於阿蔡更讓我覺得愧疚，之前根本決定不參加了的，所以朋友們一直説服我不要去泰國的時候，隨口講了如果他肯跟我mix我就打！！因爲覺得他不可能會要參加的嘛，哪知道他竟然答應！！！還一再問我決定了沒。。。唉。。。
到底該怎麽辦？！！參加又煩，不參加又不開心。。。到底該選誰啊？？？！！！唉。。。煩啊。。。
還好不是選男友，不然可真頭大了！！！哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。XD

氣死人！！！

2008-05-09T16:36:00.000+08:00

一整天的心情都被搞砸了啦！！！沒認識過醬賤的男人！！令人超不舒服啊！！！沒看到樣子都可以想象那樣肯定是beh kua，樣衰的了！！！
無恥，下流，卑鄙，賤！！！賤精，婬蟲，生仔沒屎fat！！！
阿富你一定要遵守諾言哦！！！你講要做什麽幫我出氣的！！！靠你了哦，brother！！！^.^

起伏不定的每段回憶

曾经的你 。。。

Started working ...

Got it !!!

Hard decision ...

又一轮。。。

最近比较烦。。。

Stressful interview

又一轮。。。

应征应征。。。

Nice interview experience

Coming Interviews ...

新加坡第一次應征

Out in Singapore

lOoK

suRpriSe froM ah b aGaiN

sUrPriSing

done !!!

Secret boooooommm

sKiN foOd

Acid rain?

mOnthi-VerSaRy

糊涂蟲

開心+慶幸卻又傷心

Met Ali !!!

Earth-quake

謝謝你

"Funny" Conversation

getting sick soon

Scary indigestion

Nilai Walk

13.03.2010

換工 ？？

lalalalalalala ... ...

SurpRises takEn ... ^.^

心领了

missing you badly

sob sob ...

First full time salary ever

Buddies gathering

Yeah Yeah ...

Surprise countdown-ing ...

Shopping done ...

1st formal job ever in my life ...

累死了。。。

End of the year 2009 ...

suck experience ...

yippeeeeeeee

姐姐開工了

Prepared a surprise for bb ...

胡思亂想 。。。

Blood test result taken !!!

ah b 超壓力的一天。。。

datuk 公公神誕游行

WooOOoooooo ~~~

回到我的部落格。。。

大收获！！！

hAng gaI Gai...

1year Anniversary...

bb羞羞。。。

Lang Tengah！！！

非法劳工之悲。。。

又吵架了。。。

生平第一颗流星

最近比较烦。。。

21st birthday...

late at the night...early in the morning.......

我们的第一个情人节。。。

希望是我想太多。。。

Worst day...

對不起。。。

大姐有喜。。。

著急了。。。

nO maTteR hoW...

再一次感动。。。

第一次出游...

人生无常。。。

发发牢骚。。。

决定。。。

再一次。。。

曾经的你。。。

換工？？

胡思亂想。。。